i really nid a shoulder to lean on now.
too much things r happenin at a rate too fast for me to cope.
my malaysian grandparents there got family problem.
my ah ma house there oso got problems.
my dad's business got prob.
that fcukin asshole lidat treat my sister.
my studies is lyke shit.
n fcuk u for all the stupid promises ya once said.
someday.
yeah someday.
u told me to believe in the stupid someday logic of urs which will nv happen.
fcuk for my stupidity.
u tink it doesnt hurt ?!
ha ha.
how funni.
i'm NOT OK!
I'M NOT FINE AT ALL!
I'm not strong AT ALL.
all i nid is u . .
WTF is happenin to my life? !
can someone pls come to me n slap me tight on my face to wake me up ?!
i'm really in pain . . .
no one could replace u. .
i noe cus i've tried. .
n dun even say sori. .
it's not what i wanted . .
