sunday`
work. while dad and mom went malaysia. without me. sians. went to work with kok and ni. was a wedding event. grand man. woohoo~ its like a perfect wedding to me. help from buddies and sisters, roses, the gowns, the video clips, the ambience, the blessing and everything (except the food). the couple took alot of pics for their wedding album man. and i really mean alot. all beary de nice ! envy~
partner with the 'witch' bc today but heng everything turns out fine if not i sure die until beary ugly. poor kok has been having diarrhoea for the past few days. takecare ya.
tuesday`
went back to school with ni and verify with thia about her cca grade. poor her. actually got a1 but due to some mistakes made by the school the jae thing considered her cca grade as b3. makan in school and had a little chat with some of them. headed to lyn's house to do the online registeration thing and 'stole' some pics from her. memories man. sad. met up with kr to buy his bbq stuff then realised he called ys rh and za along. haha. like going out for gathering. we had fun dumping everything including diapers and men's briefs into the trolley while the poor kr picked them out and replaced them back onto the shelves. LMAO. makan at woodlands centre and took bus to his house. on the bus we were like talking about whether our first baby is a guy or a girl. za said that mine is a girl. then later say i maybe got no children. huh?! sad leh. my the other fren told me i dunno will have three or four. lol. confusing.
that kr made us carry all the stuff to his house. troublesome. lol. saw a visually impaired man who needed help to cross the road so we (actually is they) assisted. was worried if he could board the bus safely on his own so we waited along with him. after that they walked me home and tada home sweet home.
wednesday`
wanted to go watch the bball match and get them some support but that stupid hw ask him everything also dunno so went back to sleep instead. all the best to u guys ya. jiayou ! :) boring day ahead.
dad decided to refunish my room. woohoo~ but the bad thing is i got to sleep with bing ! arrgh. tat's my sis by the way. the other room they turning it into k room or guest room i guess. was going through the design with dad and mom. din really agree with it but whatever. jus let them do the thinking. my mind is like dead. and i mean - DEAD. dunno how the hell am i going to go through my course for 3 years with my brain lidat. filled with uncertainty right now. could i ever excel and become a reowned interior designer? all the cells in my brain which are in charge of creativity is like all gone and missing. where's my passion for design and arts?! all gone?! most of the people goes wow when they heard about the course im taking up, some even asked me to design their houses in the future. they might be joking but i took it all seriously. do i have anything good and best to offer to them to have the honour to design their houses or am i just N O T H I N G ? im kinda lost in my world and im leading a life that isnt what i wanted. i need to do something- i need a change.
can i slack no more please.
i have a dream- to learn to dance. but stiff limbs and robotic body i have. new jazz hiphop lei gui. should i go for it? or should i just give it up just like how i gave up netball?
netball din gave me up, its me who gave it up. regrets. where have all my bloody courage and motivation go? my life need something more, no, something MUCH more than what im giving it now. could i?
