im back to blog.
finally changed my old blogskin, though i like it alot.
and my tagboard is finally back. =)
lec ended at 12 today.
slacked makan and went library to rest.
headed home after that.
finally got my earpiece repaired, if not only one side got sound.
suddenly miss my old LG phone alot.
though the functions suck big time.
had some CRAZY thoughts..
but aft some advice from qy i decided to chuck it aside first. GOGO leeyun!!
you can de.
i can de . .
while travelling home ytd in bus168 i overheard two girls' conversation.
not i purposely want hear but is they talk too loud and i dont have my earpiece with me to listen to mp3.
anyway they were talking about their past relationships.
which made me thought of mine.
thought of how little things can brighten up my day, how we joked, confided to each other, the happies and unhappies we had together.
but i realised something..
i no longer have you by my side, no longer.
it really upsets me, bring me down and make me live in regrets and sadiness.
everytime i thought of you my eyes turn watery.
look at other couples being happily together make me feel so envy and lonely too.
cus i thought we'll be like them, together happily.
and i always thought you'll come back to me, someday.
but. .
thats not reality.
you no longer think of me.
you no longer care about me.
you no longer speak those words to me.
you no longer look at me.
you are no longer mine, or maybe never have you been mine.
i was sad when u' were sad,
i was happy because you were smiling,
i cried when i knew you were treated unfair and
i smiled from the bottom of my heart when you made me proud.
thats all past tense now.
my past posts wrote all about you, my mind think all about you and my phone profile speaks all about you.
numerous of times did i told myself its time to let go.
but again and again i let myself down.
this time no more i hope.
all the best to me in forgetting you.
all the best to your life too.
zai jian le. .
dont try screwing up my life cus its already screwed up long ago.
