okay, conclusion is: spiderman is still the one.
was really a very difficult de for me yesterday.
screwed up my presentation and sabo dao my teammates.
and my lecturer suan-ed me, althought she tried to beat around the bushes.
anyway two words for her- fuck YOU.
pepsi tried to cheer us up with her singing and then suddenly she shouted " lao shi suan wo.", and started to pretend crying. funny sia her. made fun of me. NV DIE BEFORE ISSIT. LOL.
people have been throwing tantrum at me.
i have my limit ppl.
and- i had ENOUGH.
do not order me around and do not touch me you asshole.
touch her all you want, thats none of my business.
ER XIN DE JIA HUN.
frankly speaking im ONLY pretending to be nice to you.
so you better appreciate it asshole.
met up with the girls at night for dinner.
pardon me for not talking much, too much was on my mind.
too much.
leave at 9 plus for movie with benedict.
superman returns again.
though i watched it once but still its nice. (:
huini and her lele okay le. whahaha.
sooooooooo sweet.
happy for her too. (:
in the bus when i was with hq, we spoke little to each other and all i felt was sense of awkwardness.
i kept asking myself the same question over and over again.
and when i turned to look at a little boy sitting beside me, i saw his spiderman watch.
spiderman, prehaps thats the answer to my question.
i turned back to look at him, and i sense nothing, as in that type of feeling.
and with what ong dar told me, i knew my question.
he wasnt the one, for me.
im an idiot when it comes to love and relationship i must admit.
i lose my way easily.
spiderman cant be the one in my life again too.
i finally understand.
(:
blesshim.
