fruiting bored, new vocab of the day.
just painted my fingernails blue, gosh, fruiting eye catching. LOL.
oh great, i just received a great news.
but thanks ong for telling her, i know she meant me good.
yet, somehow this freaking hurts.
hurts like shit.
its long since i really felt this way, since twin was gone.
heart was like shattering, into millions of pieces which i cant patch them back, i cant.
why, tell me why pls, whats all these about.
why am i always the one falling yet landed on the ground all alone.
iwantedtsoooooooooooooomuchtohateyou, yet i cant bring myself to.
you were the one who brightened up my mood and brought me high up yesterday.
yet today, you pulled me deep down into the shit and left me struggling.
what a joke.
IM THE GREATEST FOOL IN THE WORLD, KILLMEPLS.
