sudden urge to blog.
feeling so lost in relationship.
all along, the one i yearn for; not once my boyfriend.
the one not for me; once my ex stead. ( notice the differences b/tw boyfriend and stead. )
why lidat?? alamak.
*banghead*
im easily blinded and once someone do something that touches my heart-> im gone case.
so those not suitable for me, stay away from me please.
lets hurt neither one of us.
(:
i seriously detest it when people call their girlfriend or boyfriend - stead.
hello, if you love him or her, give them a nicer address can?
stead is like sooooo kiddo.
several people appeared at different point of my life in 17 years.
be it like or love, memorial ones they are.
(:
simplypure;like - this guy appeared in my sec 2 life, brought smiles to my school days and also, tears. had some unhappiness b/tw my girls over him but september rain, never forgotten. (:
admireorpreferalillove;atthewrongtiming - it was b/tw sec 2 and 3, and i seriously admire him, for the love he has for this girl, is so true so deep. this guy gave me lots of memories, the moon, the walk and the diary. in the end, he chose her, i was upset, heartbroken and i hated him. but as time goes by, im happy for him, for i know he's right choosing her. and this guy is my good friend cum soulmate now. and if you see this, go for your love. you deserve her. (:
thedeepestloveiveeverhave;inthe17yearsofmylife- it took me two years, to complete let go of you and everything, and i din learn to treasure you, until i realised you're gone. the 168 bus, the movies, the chats, the dog, 21march, your smile, the unofficial days we spent, the promises, thanks for all precious moment. all along i couldnt accept the fact you left, depressed i was. but im over with you. and if you really love her, go for her. treasure~
(:
specialfeelingi'veneverhad;mr11 - this guy, make me heart goes fluttering.
i smile when hes happy,
i cry when hes in trouble,
i pray for his safety,
i yearn for his care,
i go gaga over his msges,
i get jealous over simple things,
i crave for his hugs,
i go wow and i adore him for his goals and beliefs.
lots more emotions i feel, when its all about him.
is this love, or it this like?
this time round, im lost.
i'll do anything, even to walk away from you, just to see you smile.
