cant sleep so im back to blog, this is somewhere i speak the truth, my fear, worries and happiness.
im freaking lost, feel like crying. ):
from tomorrow, or should i say later, i will be going to school alone, sitting in a class full of strangers.
its not like i never experience it before, but somehow this time im feeling worse than the time when i entered tp.
pepsi, jayden, eunice and all aint with me this time especially pepsi, i knew her since day 2 of orientation.
she was there to offer her arm for me to grab during the scary nightwalk.
everytime cheering me up when i felt down.
):
a chat with jayden and i nearly teared, i noe its stupid but i just feel freaking insecure without them.
i miss my class lots, really lots.
picturing myself in a class full of strangers..
where have the cheerful and friendly old me during first day of school gone to?
iseriouslyneedsomecouragenow,
fromyou..
fearinglikeinevereverdid.
