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Friday, October 20, 2006 Friday, October 20, 2006

guess its gonna be a very long post today, i've got lots to say.

4.45am, alarm went off and time to get up.
worked with kok, joce and xrui at 7 today.
prepared and down to meet joce, her dad longbang xiaorui and us to the interchange. hes nice. (:

trained down to orchard and ... skip some unnecessary details, lazy to type, haha.
loaded truck and off to NUS, kok lip university, haha.
i was damn confused during the setting cause the dessert forks and stuffs look similar.
smoked through the setting and down for cocktail with ah joce.
function started after we had our lunch, and i was under max's group- can die.
in charge of one of the vip tables and i hardly stop for a minute through the whole lunch, max kept giving me stress and saying i blur.

finally got to have a break while waiting for the truck to make its way back to fetch us.
ruby told us alot of things, and i listened as attentively as i could, and some of her words got stuck in my mind and they kept on repeating throughout the whole night.
she graduated from laselle interior design and then psychology from uni, but as she told us from her past experiences, its not easy to survive in ID, unless one is agressive, and she taught us that the world out there isnt that simple and beautiful.
and she set me thinking, about my future about my dreams and goals.. not easy, really not an easy road ahead.
and i started my chain thinking again, about one of my dreams - to be a wedding gown designer, and lots more..
im into design, but im afraid design will give me up, please dont, or i really dunno whats the road like ahead of me and my life.

and i admire ruby for her courage and positive thinking, she isnt afraid to let people know shes a lesbian, and she has got a girlfriend and from the way she talked about her girlfriend, she is proud of her and their love. applause for her.
(:
how others include her relative and parents think, she dont get influenced or do things just to suit their way, its her life and she told us ' go for your dreams and goals, dont be afraid and dont be bothered by what others say, its your own life, miss it; regret it.'
thanks for those words, thought i cant promise i'll fulfil it, but at least i'll try my very best.
thank you joce for telling me dont give up, go for it when she saw me drifting away.
(:

and i really thought about it whenever i am free for the whole day, some of them are really nice person, jokes and qian bian wen da ti we had while trying to pass the time.
nearly laughed my head off.
BUT an fruiting asshole really spoilt my day.
was told to bring down the dunno what cloth down to level 4 to exchange for clean ones but this lady told me go over and ask the laundry area side, so i went and asked politely where i could get them from ( as i dunno what the proper name for the cloth, i used simple terms to describe to her.
the auntie NB never listen to what i said and shoo-ed me off asking me to go find myself. i asked another auntie but she dunno where were the cloths and that freaking no manner started shouting at us and shoo-ed me out of the laundry room and demanded me to go back to the lady who initially asked me to go over there.
i got damn pissed off so i went back and that lady went over with me to help me out.
and that bitch started ranting and rising her voice at me accusing me not being specific of what i wanted to get and PLEASE LAH, i did suggest that i bring the condemn ones over to show her but she rejected me right in the face.
never seen people so unreasonable and freaking trying to crawl onto my back because i am just a waitress.
flared up and shouted right back into her face, and she tried shouting at me.
what the fish, she was getting off my limits and i fruit care and blew whatever vulgarities at her.
she deserved NO RESPECT since she threw what i gave to her away.
threaten to complain about ME, fine, just come on.
fire me with you can, i am just a small fly, SO ARE YOU.
my contacts came out and i nearly teared due to excessive anger.
( i was trying to curl my anger and usage of vulgarities again but you made me boil. count yourself unlucky cant i wont bow to people like you, NEVER.)

one of the supervisor, i forgot whats his name, but he came over when we were having dinner and told me he got someone to help me settle with that laundry bitch already. serve her right man.
i am mean, so be it.
but thanks people for helping. (:
and the record of the day: joce kok and xrui combed 10 fried fishes ( i dunno how to spell the name). clap clap, and kok can debone fishes really well, so chraming when he's deboning.
hahaha.

shopped ard with xrui joce and kyean till stella and evan off work.
they are so cute man, especially evan, her actions are sooooooooo cute.
we laughed all the way from town back to woodlands.
(:

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