If we are meant to be together.. the decision u made now will not affect the future of us.
thats something my bunny girlfriend told me, it hits me, really do.
thank you for sharing this phrase with me.
(:
i hate it when the world's changing and dont bother to explain to me why it changes, i'm too stubborn to accept the truth, haha.
and i was thinking for the whole day which i spent sleeping at home and youtube-ing,
that if two people got together since teenage years, will they last to marriage?
and what if im with someone for like 3 years but we break up due to i dunno what reason.
how will i be?
and girlfriend asked me this question back, what if the one who initiate the break up is me?
all along people always think that when problems occur, its always got to other's fault, not ours.
we are always good at pointing fingers at the others, but seldom did we realise the rest of the 4 fingers on our hand is actually pointing back at ourself.
just some random thoughts of the day, the reason of coping at home for the whole day.
i seriously need to get a job to occupy myself, to help me get over this period of time faster.
that lg guy, please call me back soon~
i need to earn some pocket money for myself instead of stretching my arms out all the times, it feels bad too.
and my dream of learning dance, which i talked about it like months ago, is still dangling there.
im supposed to start learning like half a year ago BUT..
okay, the problem lies on me, i always end up not doing things i've planned.
dang.
im a freaking broke kia now and im not going to ask mom to sponser cause she believes in making us work and earn for what we want, that includes my cellphone too, haha.
mom was like suggesting that i take up guo bian wu, but i always have this impression that thats like soooooo old fashioned, until i watched ai jun ru meng.
the way they sway and turn, gorgeous..
but im still holding on to the dream of learning lei gui or new jazz.
letme fulfil my dream soon please..
and i need to return him his watch soon, brought it out always but got no chance to.
and before i stop ranting, i need to exercise more and start sleeping early, its like almost 3am now.
goodnightstoall.
