been busy like mad, and its a sucky day today. ):
tuesday`
felt damn awful in the morning when working, threw up like nobody's business.
homed to rest a while before heading to school.
waited for joce to finish her lecture and headed back to woodlands together.
as usual, we had our never ending chat.
and i really ruined her life, a good friend will never do that.
i am not a good friend.
yet she never blames me.
i learnt my lesson, never to interfere in others relationship.
sinner i am.
saw sotong and benho at cwp, and i got sooooo excited, seemed ages since i saw them.
and i think i were really out of my mind that day, i kept making silly jokes. but i were good in suan-ing people that day. i made them laugh. haha.
took bus back with joce again and we spent some time at park chatting again.
girls talk always make me feel better.
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wednesday`
lecture ended at 4 so headed back home with joce again.
girls talk again, nice one.
hit bed immediately after i reached home, lack of sleep, worries, troubles and assignments are killing me.
evan called at night and we chatted till 2 plus am.
she is sooooooooo cute can, and she really make me feel better, much better.
a mature thinking she has and i admire her for that. (:
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today`
climbed out of my cosy bed early in the morning and headed down to office with dad.
first day working without sis or mom around, felt so weird.
stressed out there, felt like a noobie sitting there.
dad drove me to 510 and i took bus to school.
rushed there at 12 to meet pepsi and weiling to do our group assignment.
thats when my bad day started.
got screamed and yelled at over the phone by my sis- over a black skirt.
i wasnt angry with her, cus i had my fault, but im really very upsetting, to be screamed and shouted at by your own sis.
i've been trying to change my temper for the better, but seems to be in vain.
took 168 back after lecture and an uncle sat beside me.
okay, i admit i am biased towards people.
i sat as far apart from him as possible cause he had a weird odour and he kept looking at me.
maybe i really think too much, but his elbow touched my waist when we had so much space between us.
and the funny thing is that theres alot of empty spaces at the back.
i felt bad having such thoughts and views on him but i really felt nauseous due to his odour.
fine, i dunno whats on my mind now, its exploding soon.
AND I HAVE NOT COMPLETE MY GROUP ASSIGNMENT PLUS MODEL.
ARRRRGH~
saw yingting when walking home just now, like sooooooooo long no see le.
saw qingling and meijuan too.
all the best girls!
(:
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