ah gong, 我还是小时候那个臭头. (:
your臭头.
i got an answer from him, although it doesnt seems like an answer.
well, jianchong told me it's just an excuse, when guys say i dont know, they mean i dont wanna tell you the truth and hurt you.
i hope it isn't true, cause if that's the case i will rather hear the cruel truth.
i dont understand why people just dont speak out their heart when it comes to relationship, while i speak out too frankly.
but a truth from him, he's got someone on his mind.
thank you for that.
i din shed a tear, nor din i curse or swear like hell, heart's calm, too calm that i dont know how to handle.
i'll rather cry it out loud.
after so much things, im back at the very same spot.
it's always like im the only one taking part in the relationship, what about them? what about us?
no one is to EVER give me stupid hope again, dont tell me you'll try.
dont tell me you dont know.
dont lie to me about someday.
twice is more than enough.
i dont blame them, but i just dont want to live in false hope again.
twice, is really more than enough.
may i start anew soon.
i dont wanna be a slave for love i can never have.
lastly to you, i dont know how long i could be staying around waiting, i dont know if you'll ever come to me, i dont know about the future.
before i leave..
