i lied.
maybe that will make us feel better.
i owe you nothing, neither did you owe me another.
i am not going to tell myself its just a show you put up, you even ask joce if she is cute.
yes, she is very cute.
much more cute and prettier than me.
and i am not going to tell myself im happy for you, that's just a pack of lies.
i am not happy, i am feeling the ache.
I AM SO HATING IT.
it's exactly half a year ago.
17.07.06.
exactly six months.
but the ending isnt what i've expected, at least not this way.
i wrote that you were just a bet between me and my friends.
maybe it hurts me more than it does on you, and you wrote let everything rest here?
yea, its definitely easy for you, but what about me?
you've never spare a thought for me.
to others, im just being irrational, but they dont know that you are the one who gave me the hope.
and you... you forgot all about it.
allaboutme.
