the mood to blog is lacking in me for the past few days, but i'm coming back cause i need to talk to someone, or rather somewhere.
assignments are piling up sky high, awaiting for me to get them done but the motivation and mood just isn't there. emotion is the reason why my work always get affected, my killer.
read through almost all of my past entries, some sound so nooby to me, haas.
and most of the times for the past years, i am the one waiting, no matter for someone, or a chance to prove myself.
this can get so tiring, and i've got so tired that.. i just want to turn away from everything and everyone.
stop running.
i'm almost giving up.
work to be done:
2 presentations with 2 1000 word write-up.
3 or 4 drawings.
group presentation.
events to attend:
liyan's bbq
kheerui's bbq
lingling jiejie's wedding
( all of them fall on the same day, oh man)
situations to be settled:
uncountable.
overall: HELL
oh my tian~
wo hao lei, zhen de hen lei..
jie wo jian bang kao yi kao, ke yi ma?
