i suppose i am disappointed.
when the names were announced and i'm not one of those 4 girls who got selected, my heart kinda sank, it's like i can really feel it sinking, not kidding.
real life proj seh!
okay, forget it, i'm been down in luck since like last november.
it's almost half a year already, stop my swayness can?!
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and i guess i'll turn crazy at the end of this month, not kidding.
having italian and proj2 together in the same block is bad enough, but having italian from evening 6 to 9 and a duper tight schedule for proj 2 is hell-like.
it's like we have 2 submissions every week.
wow, isn't it hell?
and pronouncing the words is a bad headache for me, i have a fat tongue. ):
it's so much more difficult than japanese.
i feel like a loser, for im having thoughts about dropping italian.
i do like this language alot, it's very interesting, but it will hinder my proj2 progession for sure ( i a duper slacker + last minute worker) and i cant imagine the writing, speaking and listening test to be taken at the same time as proj2 part 1 submission.
oh my holymama crap.
help help help!
should i drop?
i am soooooooo bothered by the upcoming assignments, school stuff and the 3 hr break!!
got so pissed off with the thought of them that i forced myself to sleep till late afternoon and missed going out today.
sorry jocelyn, i promised to acc you for gift shopping.
got some family matter to settle but my laoda isn't home yet.
i am so greatly pissed off this so called relative, yes, i labelled him so called relative for he doesnt treat us as one.
damn him, don't tell me you are not a son of a female, if you are then why are you looking down on female.
i bear with you when you look down on me for i give you some basic respect, but not when you treat my mom without some manners.
threaten to quit, how funny, you how old already still threaten, like the company cant survive without you.
what a joke, HA.
year2 marks the start of HELL.
