i am screwing up my life
too straightforward & speaking without thinking
when i don't mean it that way
hjjos
i dont want to change whose life
i don't fucking care about the money, i just want a good break
recharge myself & move on
why do i want to work & make myself miserable
prehaps i don't really need companions like i thought,
i could read some books, learn to weave a sweater or sip on coffee and sit by the roadsie and walk busy people walking by
or maybe pick up my favourite dance, cycle along the midnight streets & chill at somewhere out there wih a good can of beer
this is the life i want, prehaps for the next few weeks i guess
the thought of working really brings me down, though it just some hours spent standing & stoning and you get paid to do so and there's just a BUT in me
freedom is all i need at this very minute
and prehaps soulmates..
i want to whine like a child
scream like a wild kid
stagger & dance like a toddler
it's always about me & my thinking
i assumed i know what i want
then why am i uncertain about everything i do
why i couldn't even tell what's bothering inside and eating me up?
& the feel i'm after is killing and doing harm on us
P.S: sim lee yun, start asking yourself what you really want.
is this a cycle?
too straightforward & speaking without thinking
when i don't mean it that way
hjjos
i dont want to change whose life
i don't fucking care about the money, i just want a good break
recharge myself & move on
why do i want to work & make myself miserable
prehaps i don't really need companions like i thought,
i could read some books, learn to weave a sweater or sip on coffee and sit by the roadsie and walk busy people walking by
or maybe pick up my favourite dance, cycle along the midnight streets & chill at somewhere out there wih a good can of beer
this is the life i want, prehaps for the next few weeks i guess
the thought of working really brings me down, though it just some hours spent standing & stoning and you get paid to do so and there's just a BUT in me
freedom is all i need at this very minute
and prehaps soulmates..
i want to whine like a child
scream like a wild kid
stagger & dance like a toddler
it's always about me & my thinking
i assumed i know what i want
then why am i uncertain about everything i do
why i couldn't even tell what's bothering inside and eating me up?
& the feel i'm after is killing and doing harm on us
P.S: sim lee yun, start asking yourself what you really want.
is this a cycle?
