我不是你的晴空，但我可以做你的清晨。- this was my thinking back then.
新东恩；这才发现水迷宫要和对的人一起走。- this is the new dongen, with new pov.
This is a super old photo
my hair look super coarse, but still i miss the length and fringe
yesterday morning was hell-ish
i rolled and tossed on bed till morning and just when i was about to fall asleep, the construction site started producing irritating noise
dont you think it's ultra weird that the site started its construction like a year back yet you dont see anything building upwards, as in when you look into the site, you see NOTHING except the machinery and workers
and let me tell you how terrible and horrible are the skycrates
when it hovered over my head, though with a few metres above me, i could feel as though the whole crate is going to fall on me and my heart feels as though its going to stop any moment,
and i swear i feel like fainting
however, night was good
went inline skating with the Gs
i fell thrice, pulling mian shifu with me twice
paramedics ( our in house ones) always come to our rescue
i am truly happy that night and i laughed so heartily when i got the answer right for qiang's qian bian wen da ti, the rest couldn't be bothered with my laughing i think
and joce taught me the destressing methods, i am going to steal her psychology textbook tonight
back home and the cycle starts- again.
rolled on bed, stare at com and ate three lao po bing-es and half a bar of chocolates
but it doesn't help
screamed out for SOS to the Gs
i think i depend on them too much, time to kick this dependence
OH GOD, PLEASE LET ME SLEEP!
INSOMNIA IS THE BADDEST THING ON EARTH RIGHT NOW.
i am here thinking to figure out if i should work or not and the construction is starting to produce it's irritating and nerve wrecking noises
and alright, i don't feel like what i used to feel
i'll be going gaga and desperately calling friends to accompany me to the match
but right now, i'm still sane though there's a lil part of me which wish to be there to watch and support as a friend
so the conclusion is: he is almost out of my life.
i so wanna join the girls for shopping trip!
but i've got no money with me at the moment, which is ultra saddening
i think i've wrote alot today, must be the effect of boredom and insufficient sleep
may the machinery shut up soon.
BYE.
